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Wednesday, March 7th, 2007
11:57 am	Meh?! I haven't posted in awhile. But sometimes I think that these online journals are just a way for people to piss and moan some more, and it starts to get on my nerves. However, I am resorting to this, because I am tired of complaining to my friends. Everyone is in break mode and no one really cares. So, I'd prefer to whine here. If you don't want to read it, that's fine by me. Have you ever had a feeling that you do not know where your life is going? Or want to know why it's going so badly? Or hear someone who is worse off by a long shot and you just feel like a shit head for ever thinking about complaining about something like a friend? Yeah. I kinda feel that way right now. I'm a negative Nancy lately, and I hate it. I don't even want to be near myself. Sigh. I know I want love in my life, but I'm not finding it at the moment. I'm not even sure I want a relationship. I just do not know. I also wish that I could do better in school. Grades. Suck. I try so hard and I am not getting anywhere. I hate this. I don't know what to do to make it better. I can't kick out my friends and I can't tell them to shut it because I am studying, because I would lose them. I know that they would understand but if I want them to be there for me, I have to be there for them. Give take.. give take... give give give Ever feel like that? There is not enough time in the day. If only there were 30 hours. I could do stuff for the first 24.. sleep the next 6. Yeah, that'd be great. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, October 26th, 2006
11:11 pm	GRrrr I don't know anymore. Things to me are so puzzling. Such as... How do you get into a relationship, where you have both discussed the idea of marriage... and then all the sudden... BOOM. You're not together anymore. Nor is there any chance of ever being back together. At least I think so. I loved this guy, and yes, we did have our problems. The last 2 months completely sucked, and I can't explain why. There was so much shit going down, like me going back to school, him with a new job, dog, car and house. I think maybe it was all too much to handle. Now I look at him, and I can't find him attractive anymore. Maybe it's the fact that I was sooooo completely hurt that I am just disgusted with anything having to do with him. And, that sucks. I would have done ANYTHING for him, and if I remember correctly, I did. I want to look at him and think, man, maybe in a few months we'll get back together. But I just can't. He's a complete stranger to me now. I'd have to get to know him all over again. And hell, maybe I'm a stranger, too. Maybe I'm completely different. Maybe it's just the fact that I like the idea of a boyfriend that kept him around so long. I was complaining for long, yet I never really did anything about it. And, I tried to break up with him before and he told me, "No. I refuse to. We've been through too much." Uh, yes. We have. But in the end, I guess that doesn't mean shit. He told me I didn't appreciate him in the end. And if I remember correctly, I told him that and that I would like to try harder. But, I'm somewhat happy it's over. Now I see that even though he was a good guy at times, I do need more or DESERVE more. I hate to tell him that cause I don't want to make him feel like shit. Well, maybe I do. Anyways. I see that our relationship isn't what I wanted. What we did, how we acted, how we were already an old married couple together... I don't need that right now. I need a guy I see on the weekends. That I don't have to talk to every single day. That I am dating exclusively, but doesn't mind if I go out with the girls without him. Blah. (Comment on this)
Monday, April 24th, 2006
1:56 pm	I confess that in the past year I have . . . () stayed single () got your first kiss (x) kissed someone new () made-out for the first time () made-out in/on a car (x) kissed in the snow (x) kissed in the rain (x) fell in love () had your heart broken (x) broke someone else's heart (x) had a stalker (x) had (still have) a good relationship with someone () questioned your sexual orientation () came out of the closet () gotten pregnant () gotten someone else pregnant () had an abortion () gotten married () had a divorce () had a gay marriage () kissed someone of the same sex (x) dated someone you'll never forget () done something you've regretted () lost your true love () lost faith in love () kissed under mistletoe WORK/SCHOOL () got a promotion () got a pay raise (x) changed jobs () lost your job (x) quit your job () dated a co-worker () dated your boss () dated your boss' daughter/son () got fired from your job () got straight A's (x) met one teacher you really like (x) met one teacher you really hated () found the subject you love () failed a class (x) skipped school (x) got into a fight with a classmate (x) did something you were proud of (x) discovered a new talent (x) gave the teachers a reason to teach (x) proved yourself an idiot. () embarrassed yourself in front of the class. () fell in love with a teacher () got lead in the school play () made a varsity team (x) were involved in something you'll never forget OTHER (x) painted a picture () wrote a poem () ran a mile (x) listened to music you couldn't stand (x) double-dipped () skinny-dipped (x) went to a sleepover () went to camp () threw a surprise party (x) laughed till you cried () laughed till you peed in your pants (x) visited a foreign country (x) visited another state () cooked a disastrous meal (x) lost something important to you. (x) got a gift you adore (x) realized something new about yourself (x) went on a diet () tried to gain weight () dyed your hair () came close to losing your life (x) someone close to you died (x) went to a party (x) drank alcohol (x) drank alcohol underage (x) got drunk () got arrested (x) read a great book (x) saw a great movie () saw a movie so scary that it made you cry (x) saw your favorite band/artist live () saw someone famous in person (x) did something you want to tell everyone (x) Enjoyed last year overall. (Comment on this)
Monday, March 6th, 2006
10:55 pm	[] I am shorter than 5'4 [x] I have many scars. [x] I tan easily. [] I wish my hair was a different color. [] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color. [x] I have a tattoo. [x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [x] I've had/have braces. [x] I wear glasses. [x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scarfree [x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [x] I have more than 2 piercings. [] I have piercings in places besides my ears. [x] I have freckles. Family/Home Life [x] I've sworn at my parents. [] I've run away from home. [] I've been kicked out of the house. [] My biological parents are not together. [] I have a sibling less than one year old. [x] I want to have kids someday. [] I've had children. [] I've lost a child. School/Work [x] I'm in school. [x] I have a job(s). [x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [] I almost always do my homework. [] I've missed a week or more of school. [] I failed more than 1 class last year. [] I've stolen something from my job [] I've been fired. Embarrassment [x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation. [] Disney movies still make me cry [] I've peed from laughing. [x] I've snorted while laughing. [x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [] I've glued my hand to something [] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose. [x] I've had my pants rip in public. Health [] I was born with a disease/impairment. [x] I've gotten stitches. [x] I've broken a bone. [] I've had my tonsils removed. [x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend. [] I've had my wisdom teeth removed. [] I had a serious surgery. [x] I've had chicken pox. Traveling [x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [x] I've been on a plane. [] I've been to Canada. [] I've been to Mexico. [] I've been to Niagara Falls. [] I've been to Japan. [] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans. [] I've been to Europe. [] I've been to Africa. [] I've been to the Eiffel Tower [] I've been to Asia. Experiences [x] I've gotten lost in my city. [x] I've seen a shooting star. [x] I've wished on a shooting star. [x] I've seen a meteor shower. [x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas. [x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator [x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [] I've been to a casino. [] I've been skydiving. [] I've gone skinny dipping. [] I've played spin the bottle. [] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour. [] I've crashed a car. [] I've been Skiing [x] I've been in a play. [x] I've met someone in person from the internet. [x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [] I've seen the Northern Lights. [x] I've sat on a roof top at night. [] I've played chicken. [x] I've played a prank on someone. [x] I've ridden in a taxi. [x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [x] I've eaten Sushi. [] I've been snowboarding. Relationships [] I'm single [x] I'm in a relationship. [] I'm engaged. [] I'm married. [] I've gone on a blind date. [] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper. [x] I miss someone right now. [x] I have a fear of abandonment. [] I've cheated in a relationship. [] I've gotten divorced [x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't. [x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did. [x] I've kept something from a past relationship. Sexuality [] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex [x] I've had a crush on a teacher. [x] I am a cuddler. [x] I've been kissed in the rain. [x] I've hugged a stranger. [x] I have kissed a stranger. Honesty/Crime [x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't. [x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't. [] I've snuck out of my house. [x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [] I am keeping a secret from the world [x] I've cheated while playing a game... [x] I've cheated on a test. [x] I've run a red light. [] I've been suspended from school. [] I've witnessed a crime. [] I've been in a fist fight. [] I've been arrested. Death and Suicide [] I'm afraid of dying. [x] I hate funerals. [x] I've seen someone dying. [x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide. [] Someone close to me has committed suicide. [] I've planned my own suicide. [] I've written a eulogy for myself... Materialism [x] I own over 5 rap CDs. [x] I own an iPod or MP3 player. [] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece. [x] I own something from Hot Topic. [x] I own something from Pac Sun. [] I collect comic books. [x] I own something from The Gap. [x] I own something I got on e-bay. [x] I own something from Abercrombie. Random [] i hate to sound like im bragging but i consider it confidence [x] I can sing well. [] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant. [] I open up to others easily. [] I watch the news. [] I don't kill bugs. [x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme. [x] I curse regularly. [x] I sing in the shower. [x] I am a morning person. [] I paid for my cell phone ring tone. [] I'm a snob about grammar. [] I am a sports fanatic. [] I twirl my hair [] I have "x" in my screen name [] I love being neat [] I love Spam [x] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day [x] I bake well. [] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue [] I would wear pajamas to school [] I like Martha Stewart. [x] I know how to shoot a gun... [x] I am in love with love... [] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS. [x] I laugh at my own jokes... [x] I eat fast food weekly... [x] I believe in ghosts. [x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message. [x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class... [] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [] I am really ticklish. [] I love white chocolate [] I bite my nails. [x] I play video games. [x] I'm good at remembering faces. [] I'm good at remembering names [x] I'm good at remembering dates. [] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life. [] My answers are totally honest (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 21st, 2006
12:29 pm	Tis time for a real update. It's 2 days away from my birthday, and I don't want anything. I'm so incredibly happy with life and the people in it. I don't need gifts. All I could ask for is to spend it with such wonderful people, one of them being Kevin. He makes me feel incredible. I hate to be mushy, cause that's not who I am. But seriously, he's wonderful. He's funny, dorky (you have to be a dork to be with me), caring, and most important, he loves me for being a huge goofball. I hate to see this year end, but if it's meant to be, it's meant to be. I'd rather not think about it and just think about tonight. Such as, hmmm, what movie to watch. Should I study for my test? I'm just not trying to get myself worked up. I'm loving life right now, so I'm gonna go with the flow. Peace to my niggs. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, January 23rd, 2006
7:57 pm	A - Age of your first kiss: 5 B - Band you are listening to right now: Foo Fighters C - Crush: if you don't know, boo to you D - Dad's name: Thomas Lee Schuett E - Easiest person to talk to: Probably Amanda or Steffany F - Favorite Ice Cream: Mint Chocolate chip G - Gummy worms or gummy bears: bears H - Hometown: Villa Grove, IL I - Instruments: Voice, bass guitar, clarinet, oboe J - Junior High: Villa Grove Jr. High K - Kids: ehhhhhhhh I'll think about that later L - Longest car ride ever: Probably to South Dakota M - Mom's name: Gayla Jean (Trammel) Schuett N - Nicknames: Mandy, Manny, Manny Trio, Jizz, MDizzle, Randers O - One wish: To be eternally happy. That nothing could disappoint me P - Phobia [s]: To die a tragic death Q - Quote: "Dude, you look like a Man-O-Lantern" R - Reason to smile: Life is funny S - Song you sang last: La da da da Life goes on! T - Time you woke up: I tried to wake up at 8:30, but couldn't. So I woke up at 11:30 instead U - Unknown fact about me: I could be alone by myself for days and be content. V - Vegetable[s] you hate: The purple lettuce W - Worst Habit: Either judging people or refusing to see how people really are X - X-rays you've had: My ankle, teeth (about 20 times), my thumb, and I think that's it Y - Years since you've been to church: Actually, it's only been a few weeks Z - Zodiac sign: No idea and don't care. (Comment on this)
5:46 pm	Fuck a bitch. Ha. There, I said it. What's a girl to do. Life is confusing, and it seems it's never going to change. I don't understand how you can like one person so much, yet not want to be committed. It baffles me. I understand that hey, 4 months down the road, one of us isn't going to be here, so is it even worth it? Well, yes. It is. Who cares about what's going down in 4 months? I just want to know what I'm having for dinner tonight! DAMNNNn (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 18th, 2006
2:15 pm	I'm a sucker for a guy with: a guitar a puppy a good body other: ________ How about, other: with good humor I've been in love: once twice three times other: ________ ONCE The best way to get over a breakup is to watch The Notebook and have a good cry hang out with your girlfriends 24-7 go on a date with a hot guy other: _________ Well, as Amanda and I have decided, it's either order a big thing of cheesy bread and laugh at X-Men, or eat lots of sour patch kids and pass out by 10:30 after watching shitty movies. I wish I could stop _________________ but I seriously can't help it! Cussing Sex on the first date is a bad idea something everyone should try once a lot of fun I wouldn't know Something everyone should try once I have a secret crush on Colin Farrell Brad Pitt Orlando Bloom Other: ______________ Other: Christian Bale I always go for bad boys good guys other ___________ Other: guys who think they are dorky The three most important things in my purse are: 1. Chapstick 2. My phone 3. Keys I have the best time when my hair is Washed Team Aniston or Team Jolie Meh, I don't know.. I'll go for Aniston just cause of that crazy S.O.B. If you were invisible for one day and could spy on a famous person, who would it be? Oh, hmm. Dave Grohl What word makes you cringe when you hear it? Pussy When was the last time you pulled an all-niter and why? Last semester when I was studying for finals What do you think happens when you die? Well, I can only hope you either go to a better place or you're just dead. No hell, thanks. What do you think about when you're driving? GET OFF YOUR DAMN CELLPHONE, ASSWIPE! What's your favorite reality show of the moment? Hmm, I haven't really watched a lot of tv, but I guess Beauty and the Geek (Comment on this)
Sunday, January 8th, 2006
10:46 pm	Once again, I stole this from Jacob. Thanks for keeping me occupied. TEN FIRSTS 01. First Best Friend: Amanda Reifsteck 02. First Hamster: Hammie. Or was is DJ Nibbles? 03. First Piercing: My ears. I was 10. 04. First High School Crush: Probably Drew. 05. First CD: I believe it was the Body Guard soundtrack 06. First Car: (and only car) 1997 Honda Accord 07. First Love: Gonna say Drew. But was that really love? 08. First Stuffed Animal: I think it was a Care Bear 09. First Concert: MC Hammer 10. First Time Drunk: Summer before my Senior year. It was also the first night I said Fuck, and haven't been able to stop since. NINE LASTS 1. Last Beverage: Water 2. Last Vehicle Ride: The drive from Decatur to Villa Grove 3. Last Movie Seen: (In theaters) King Kong, (DVD) House of Wax 4. Last Phone Call: Cassie 5. Last CD Played: A mixed one in my car 6. Last Bubble Bath: I was gonna take one tonight, but I didn't. So, probably about a year and a half ago. 7. Last Time You Cried: I haven't cried in a long time. 8. Last Kiss: Um, last night? 9. Last Concert You Attended: Jason Mraz EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS 1. Have you ever dated one of your best friends? I guess if you wanna call 1-8th grade dating, then yes. 2. Have you ever been arrested: Nope 3. Have you ever skinny dipped: Yes 4. Have you ever been on TV: Yes 5. Have you ever kissed someone and regret it: I don't really regret anything. But would have preferred not to kiss certain people. 6. Have you ever had a sex dream about someone you knew: Of course 7. Have you ever been sent to the emergency room: Let's go with 5 times. 3 being near death. 8. Have you ever been in a fist fight: No. SEVEN THINGS YOU'RE WEARING 1. Glasses 2. Women's Ensemble Shirt 3. Underwear 4. Pajama pants 5. Red nail polish 6. Earrings 7. The last of my innocence. ha. SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY 1. Drove to Villa Grove from Decatur 2. Received a speeding ticket oh so graciously 3. Ate an awesome dinner my mom made 4. Took a nap 5. Received an awesome backrub from my mom 6. Got into quite the political discussion with my dad FIVE FAVORITE THINGS IN NO ORDER 1. Sleep 2. Cuddling 3. Being lazy 4. My friends 5. Hanging out with my parents THREE CHOICES 1. eat or drink: drink (Water, baby) 2. blonde or brunette: Um, brunette I guess 3. pink or black: Oh, depends on my mood. I'm in a pink one right now. TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE 1. Get Married 2. Be well known for something ONE THING YOU REGRET 1. Like I said earlier, I don't really regret anything. You can learn from all things. (Comment on this)
10:40 pm	So, it's story time, youngans. Here I was standing at the cash register, keeping an eye on the store. Boom. I spotted a little kid looking more than a little suspicious. Her finger goes to her nose. I swear that her finger went up to about the second knuckle. She had that finger wedged up there so far I was afraid that I was going to have to call 911 to remove it. She removes it. I breathe a sigh of relief. She looks around. The finger goes up her nose once again. I stand there laughing because this little girl (no older than 5) has no clue that I am watching her like a hawk. She continues to do this, then rolls up whatever prize she just received from the cave of nostral land. I turn my head to the side. "Hmmm," I think to myself. "Just what is she planning to do with that." Then, the answer comes to me. The little girl, I'm going to refer to her as Booger-Mc-Boogerston right now, looks at her (I assume) mom and dad, walks over to the nearest display table of basketball jars, and..... sticks whatever is on her finger on the under side of the shelf. I laugh out loud. I cannot believe that BMB just stuck that crap on that shelf. I began to feel a little disgusted because, man, what if I was the one that just so happened to stick my hand right there where little BMB's booger had just been placed. Then I thought to myself, "Well, hell, I'm not cleaning that shit up. So, sorry for the next bastard to happens to put there hand there." I turn to check the next customer out. I look over and there is someone at the display who has a look of disgust on their face. I have to laugh because, damn, at least that's not me. (Comment on this)
10:20 pm	Son of a B. I think that pretty much clears up life right now. I'm suppossed to be saying to myself, "It will all resolve perfectly." But, you know what? You can only say that so much if you don't really believe in it. I'd like to think that things resolve perfectly and that life is happy go lucky. But if anything, the past few weeks have shown that to be not true. Not true at all. Maybe God is punishing me for missing so much church over the past year. I'm just a happy son of a B today. I left Decatur around 11:15 feeling pretty shitastic and with many questions unanswered. As I was driving home, I got a speeding ticket. To make matters worse, tonight my throat has started hurting majorly and I can't swallow. I am going to the doctor's tomorrow and will probably have get a ton of shots before I go to Costa Rica. I'm also probably going to be put on some malaria pills and I'll probably ACTUALLY catch malaria and look like a pre-pubescent Ethiopian boy when I am done. But, if I am not healthy by Costa Rica time then my parents won't let me go. Costa Rica is a once in a lifetime opportunity, but I am thinking me being sick and all of the sudden having reasons to stay in Decatur is a sign. Things are looking up, though. Tomorrow, I am going to go get my second tattoo, but I am going with my brother. It'll be a little family bonding. I was going to put it on my foot, but would hate to have it show someday and risk me not getting a job. So, it's going opposite my other tattoo. I'm down with that. Current Music: Aqualung (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 11th, 2005
12:04 pm	FOUR JOBS YOU'VE HAD IN YOUR LIFE Waitress Fronter at a pizza place Movie theater worker Taking care of Raptors FOUR MOVIES YOU COULD WATCH OVER AND OVER Half Baked Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back Wayne's World X-Men FOUR CITIES YOU'VE LIVED IN Sidney, IL Decatur, IL Villa Grove, IL I don't have a 4th one.. FOUR TV SHOWS YOU LOVE TO WATCH CSI: Las Vegas Gilmore Girls That 70's Show Family Guy FOUR PLACES YOU'VE BEEN ON VACATION Atlanta, GA Milwuakee, WI South Dakota Colorado FOUR WEBSITES YOU VISIT DAILY Facebook Millikin Mail Xanga IMBD FOUR OF YOUR FAVORITE FOODS Biscuits and Gravy Crab Omelets Grilled Cheese FOUR PLACES YOU'D RATHER BE RIGHT NOW Ireland At home Not in my dormroom Costa Rica (Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
12:19 am	All I ever do are these surveys 51 Things You Might Not Know About Me.. Erase my answers & put in your own. Then REPOST as a bulletin. 1. What is your middle name? Leigh 2. Last person you kissed? Some douche named Michael 3. What are you listening to right now? Journey! 4. What are you eating right now? Nothing 5. What are you drinking right now? Good ol' H2O 6. Last person you hugged? Meredith and Leslie; it was a double hug 7. How is the weather right now? Freaking AWESOME. I love snow so much. 8. Last person you talked to on the phone? Rob Fizzle 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Hands.. they drive me wild, I really don't know why 10. Favorite type of Food? Bagels 11. Do you drink? Yesh 12. Do you smoke? I'm not a cigarette smoker myself 13. Ever get so drunk you dont remember what you did? Um, not completely forget, but there was a time when I lost my teeth...... 14. Hair color? Brown 15. Eye color? Hazel 16. Do you wear contacts? Yes 17. Favorite Holiday? Easter 19. Have you ever cried for no reason? No, there had to be a reason 20. Last Movie you Watched? Part of Stealing Harvard 29. What books are you reading? Lirael at the moment 30. Piercings? 3 31. Favorite movie? I don't really think there is just one 32. Favorite basketball Team? U of I, duh 33.What were you doing before filling this out? Just got back from driving someone home 34. Any pets? Dog, Macey; Cat: Smokey; and if he's still mine, a hamster named Nabisco 35. AIM? I'm on it right now. 36. Butter, Plain or Salted popcorn? Some butter and some salt 37. Dogs or cats? They each have their good traits; I'm more allergic to cats, however. 38. Favorite Flower? Alstroemeria 39.Have you ever been caught doing something you werent supposed to? Haha, yeah. Parents weren't very pleased about it. 40. What's color underwear are you wearing right now? Black 41.Do you love someone? Family? 42. Who would you like to see right now? Hmm... I have someone in mind 43. Have u ever been bummed? Sure, who hasn't? 44. Have you ever fired a gun? Yeah, nothing lethal though 45. Do you like to travel by plane? It's not bad as long as I take my motion sickness stuff 46. Right-handed or Left-handed? Righty 47. If you can be with someone right now, who would it be? Probably Amanda cause I miss that crazy lady.. or well.. someone else I guess. 48. How many pillows do you sleep with? I have 4 on my bed 49. Are you missing someone? Sure 50. Do you have a Tattoo? Yes 51. Do you still watch cartoons on saturday morning? Nope, either not awake or too busy to watch them (Comment on this)
Monday, July 11th, 2005
11:47 pm	I stole this from Jacob.. who stole it from someone I don't know... [y][o][u] [Name] Miranda Leigh [Sex] Female [School] Millikin University [Sign] Pisces [State] Illinois [Exact Location] Well... right now 11 S. Deer Lake, VG [c][u][r][r][e][n][t][l][y] [Current Date] July 11, 2005 [Current Time] 11:49 PM [Clothes]Jeans and my Athletic Supporter shirt [Weather] Kinda wet.. and cooler then 90's [Hair Do] Good ol' Ponytail [Footwear] Nothing... Bearing it all [Mood] Hyper [Talking To] Emilie online [Sounds] ESPN... watching the All-Star stuff [h][o][w] [m][a][n][y] [Cups On Desk] None [Pets] Macey and Smokey.. and My grandma.. if you'd count that [Siblings] Brother, Tommy [Cousins] I couldn't even begin to tell you.. I'm gonna guess around 100.. no joke [Aunts]8 [Uncles] 4 [h][o][w] [m][a][n][y] [t][i][m][e][s] [p][e][r] [d][a][y] [d][o] [y][o][u] [Change Clothes] Depends.. usually 3. Work, clothes for after work, pjs [Brush Your Teeth] At least twice [Brush Your Hair] um.. once or twice [Eat] Whenever I am hungry? [Say the Word "ok"] Not often, that word tends to annoy me. [Yell at Your Siblings] I don't anymore [Slam Doors] Car doors.. just cause you gotta do that hard... or it won't shut.. get me? [h][a][b][i][t][s] [(do you)] [Procrastinate]Like a mo fo [Stress] When am I not stressed [Take out Your Issues On Others] Never, you'd never know if I had an issue [Self Injure- (ex: cut, burn, pull hair)] No thanks [Have an Eating Disorder] No ma'am [Tend to Judge People] All the time! [for a million bucks ] [(would you)] [Name Your Kid Dammit] Well, considering I'm not going to have kids... [Strip For Your Classmates] Depends on which classmates [Shave Your head] Yah, I would [Wax Off Your Eyebrows] No, those might not come back [Wax An Old man's Back] In a heartbeat [Sit In a Cage With 4 Hungry Wolves] I've sat in with other predators.. I'd do it [Eat A Snake] Yeah [Swim With The Jelly Fish] No, because I'd probably swell up like a balloon [Make Out With Your Teacher] Yes, as long as its a student teacher. [Strip At a School Pep Assembly] Nah, unless I got to wear a mask or something [Stand up In Class And Flip Your Teacher The Bird] Yes. [a][l][m][o][s][t] [o][v][e][r] [Why Did You Take This Survey] Why not, Villa Grove has nothing else to offer [What's The Time Now] 11:59 [What Are You Doing After This] Probably read or watch "Little Women" The Average Day.. Starts at ____ o' clock.: 9 First thing I think when I wake up is: Can I squeeze in 10 more minutes of sleep? The first thing I usually do is..: Go pee If I eat breakfast, it's usually..: Poptarts I get in the shower no later than..: 10 PM I wash my ____ first.: Face And I wash my ____ last.: Hair I'm usually on the computer by..: The time I get back from work If I leave the house, I'm going to..: Work, home, or grocery shopping I eat lunch by ____ o' clock.: usually 2 or 3 For lunch, I usually eat//drink..: Grilled CHEESE!!! It usually takes me ____ to get ready.: 30 minutes I usually spend _____ on the computer.: at least 4 hours, unless I am at home. Then less than one As For Today.. I woke up at..: 8, but didn't really move till 12 have eaten..: Pizza.... all day I have gone to..: The library, and Tuscola I've been on the computer for..: a little over an hour I have been to these websites --: Millikin Email, Xanga, Facebook, and LiveJournal I wish I was..: Not in these weird moods from my meds Tomorrow.. I plan on waking up at..: 9 Spend my day doing..: Reading Talking to..: My aunt Jane and my Granny Listening to..: My Granny cackle at my pets Thinking of..: more then you'd believe Laughing about..: My grandma farting allll the time and Amanda being Amanda Getting angry about..: How wrecked my apartment will be when I get back to it If You HAD To Choose.. Having the flu, or having a cold?: Flu, gets done quick and doesn't last for 2 months Piercings all over your face, or piercings `everywhere` else?: Elsewhere Failing a class, or getting suspended?: Suspension Having to sit in a tub of snakes, or having to eat a tub of snakes?: Eat Eating a super-moldy peach, or drinking a glass of super-spoiled milk?: Peach Dying, or losing your memory?: I'd rather die then be senile Going schitzo or being a mass murderer?: Ew toughie, schitzo since I know a few already.. ha PMSing for the rest of your life, or getting your period everyday?: PMS because I'd have an excuse to eat chocolate all the time Have You Ever.. Been stood up?: Not by guys.. but by best friends, yes Had your Wisdom Teeth removed?: nope, and I might not have to Played an instrument, and sucked at it?: Not really Seen a UFO?: Well, I thought it was a UFO Pulled an all-nighter?: Once Been drunk?: Yessum Been high?: Yessum Been giving a speeding ticket?: Nope Eaten octopus or squid?: Yes, chewy as hell .. Been to a play?: yes yes Gone surfing?: Nadda Snowboarding?: Nope Kissed someone of the same sex?: Ha, yah Kissed someone of the opposite sex?: Yes Been in a real castle?: No, but I wanna REAL BAD Had an eating disorder?: No Been in a car accident?: With my mailbox.. and a deer... and some bastard who was drinking... How Many.. Piercings do you have?: 3.. all ears Tattoos do you have?: One Pets do you have?: 2 People live in your house?: 2 (including me)in the apartment, 4 (including me at home) Rings you're wearing?: None People you have dated?: 8 People you've actually loved?: One What's Your Favorite.. Color(s)?: Sea Green Cereal?: Oh's Pajama's?: T-shirt and gym shorts State?: I don't really know.. Georgia prolly Movie?: Too many to even count TV show?: Ahem.. Degrassi.. or Kept Disney movie?: Mulan Soda?: Don't you mean pop? And.. Cherry 7-Up Video//PC game?: Sims! Way to spend a Saturday?: With friends and good movies Class in school?: Ecology and Evolution Ice cream flavor?: Gold Medal Ribbon or Mint Chocolate Chip Candy?: Skittles.. or Peanut Butter M&Ms Lollipop flavor?: Strawberry Teacher?: Marianne Robertson or Ted Hesse Teacher you have a crush on right now?: One student teacher I had in High school.. What If.. You could go on vacation anywhere. Where would you go?: Italy, Ireland, or Georgia You could change your eye color. What would you change it to?: Ilike mine.. but I'd pick like a turquoise You could meet any two celebrities. Who would you meet?: Ahem, Christian Bale (cause I've loved him forever) and Will Ferrel You could kickass at any sport. Which one would you pick?: VBall You could date any teacher in your school. Who would you wanna date?: None really at Millikin, sorry About Your Personality.. Shy or outgoing?: Just depends around which people Do you laugh a lot?: Yeah, I'm easily amused How can someone tell your laugh isn't fake?: I don't think anyone really could... unless it sounded like a 4-year-old girl Do you get annoyed easily?: I can, but I hide it Do you complain a lot?: Not as much anymore Do you have a few close friends, or just friends?: Few close friends Do you get jealous easily?: Nah, not really Do you cry a lot?: I'm not a big crier. If I'm extremely pissed off I'll cry. And since I am easy-going.. that rarely happens Do you cry during movies?: Not really crying Do you raise your hand in class a lot?: Yah, always Do you enjoy loud parties with a bunch of your friends?: Not loud ones Do you prefer double dates, or `alone` dates?: Alone, get to know them better.. but whatever works In The Last Week Have You.. Eaten pizza?: Yes Eaten chinese food?: No, but I wanna Made out?: Ha..... no. Thrown up?: Nope Gone hot tubbing?: Nopers Went shopping?: Not really Taken a test or quiz?: yes Gone to the doctors?: Yes.. and now I am on steriods. How great Gone to the dentist?: Nope Seen a movie?: Yes Which one?: War of the Worlds, How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days, The Hulk, Return of the King.. many more. That's all I do when I am at home Got into a big fight with a friend?: No Who?: Um.. come on! Got into a big fight with a close friend?: No Random Questions.. Where were you on Halloween?: A Go-Go Dancer What are you doing this weekend?: Coming home to go to the Farmers Market with Ma Are you in a fight with any of your friends right now?: Not really What's your screen name?: TheSlamminSinger What's your favorite name for a girl?: I like Mira For a boy?: Rory Do you have your own computer?: Yah Do you like to watch really scary movies?: All the time When's the next birthday party you're going to?: Um.. I'm sure some soon Do you have braces?: Not since Sophomore year What color do you want to dye you hair?: Reddish-brown if any Have you ever cried over a teacher before?: Yes, cause she pissed me off Are you gay?: No, I do love the cock. hahahaha. PEACE (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
11:06 pm	Wow. It's been awhile. I think I say that about every time I update. Good news.. my room smells like Lily of the Valley and my apartment ROCKS MY SOCKS OFF. I think that about sums it up. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, February 10th, 2005
7:03 pm	Ahhhhh.. so I'm gonna update now. Sorry, sports fans. So, I have my ticket now to fly out to Phoenix to see my good buddy Evan over spring break. I wanted to go see Matt.. but it would be weird for lindsey and I have to sit there while he's at work and all that wonderful sheeot... Lindsey and I will just have to get wasted with Adam and Evan. Adam is muyyyyyy caliente but he has a girls haircut. I don't care. I'd bang him.. I mean if it weren't for that vow I took. lol. So kidding. New classes have started.. and I never knew I loved Inorganic chemistry so damn much. My biology class sucks.. and my teacher looks like she could be a linebacker for the Bears. She creeps the shit out of me. Passed my first microscope profiency.. yah bitches. Only 10 more to go.. and I am on my way into the wonderful world of Biology. Matt's thinking about moving here.. I can't decide how I feel about that. Of course I would love it.. but I don't want him to have to leave his friends and family back home. Shittttt. Gonna go watch Camp!... Later lovers. Ohhh and Ohhh! The birthday is coming up. HELLS YAH. February 23rd style, nuggas. Current Mood: contemplative (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, December 16th, 2004
2:24 pm	Juries Huzzah, juries are over. I feel really bad about my performance, too. Sad thing is, I actually DID practice for them. Oh well.. what can I do. I am no longer a music major, but a music minor. So I am not going to go psycho with a double major in Biology and in Commercial Music. F that. This will be a lot better on me in the long run, plus.. mo money, mo money. mo money. I'm getting down in the dumps. My bestest friend Evan is moving to Arizona. We've been friends for over a year, and I might actually cry when I leave to go home. I'm going to miss the shit out of him. He was always there for me if I needed it, and he was just 5 minutes away from some crazy trick ass fun. He's my main man. No, we weren't dating.. but we've decided that we have the same exact personality and mind, just in two different bodies. I am gonna miss him soooo much. Who else can I have such a good time with when I am wasted? Who else will laugh at my Harry Cary jokes? Who else will laugh over the fact that I can't spell Harry Cary? And if I did spell thar right, I'm a dumbass. Oh well. He really needs to move out there and do his thing. He is really too talented for Decatur. His guitar skills amaze me, yet he doesn't want to go to Millikin on his guitar. THe music he writes is damn good, and there's not a lot of screaming and shitty stuff like some metal can have. On a different note, boys are sooo damn weird. All of the guys at Millikin are just damn out there. Damn Emo boys and boys who like other boys. What ever happened to just good old fashioned dating? Why do we have to have problems because our hair isn't parted the right way? My God. So I am excited to go home. I just want to chill and relax and not be bugged. I wanna sleep till 2, and not have to miss class to do it. So I finally realize that there aren't enough hours in the day. I used to think that there were plenty. Man, was I wrong. If I wake up at 10 now, I realize that the whole day is gone for me. Thats why I only sleep every other day now. It's crazy, and I hate it. I really need to clean my room, but this damn toy I got in my Survival Kit just won't let me stop playing with it. It's a chicken, and you squeeze it ... and a gross ass egg comes out. It's too damn cool. I can't put the bitch down. Well, I think that's all for today. I usually update the Xanga more if you really want to see what I am up to. http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=PermedMullet Check it. Anyways. Much love to all. M Dizzle (Comment on this)
Sunday, November 21st, 2004
3:35 pm	Sooo HOLY TOLEDO. I haven't written in this thing for ages. I apologize.. I'm more of a Xanga person. So.. Check that shit out more often then this. PermedMullet is the name. Bounty hunting is my game. Much love to all.. PEACE (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 11th, 2004
9:48 am	I'm so pissed I could cry There, I said it. I might cry. Me .. miss.. I-don't-cry. I'm just so frikkin angry that I wanna scream and punch people in the face. Lord, grant me the strength not to beat the shit out of people. (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 9th, 2004
9:13 am	Damn, it's been awhile At work, bitch work. But obviously not too hard, considering I am on the internet at the same time. Heh. I love talking to old people. I don't know how many times I can say, "I'll have him get back to you as soon as possible," and still have them ramble on. Man, this is really not the ultimate job for me. So, I'm also watching Pyramid at the same time. Donnie Osmond, something about this just isn't right. So last night our scholastic bowl team got out asses handed to us. We just can't do shit this year. Last year was frikkin awesome. Actually, my sophomore year was the best, though. But since we lost rachel, our secret weapon, we can't hold our own. Eh, oh well.. the hanging out afterwards makes it. We all crack up. We are the biggest bunch of perverts but we always have a good time. And of course.. Mitch always comes over when I get back into town, only this time he almost caught his feet on fire. lol. I swear. Sometimes... I just hope I don't have to go to the emergency room over magnets again. *Sigh* oh well.. he's lighthearted and sometimes that's more fun to be around then someone who thinks too much, or someone who's too smart for his own good. Anyways, going on 5 months now with the boy. Going to prom together. We both have the outfits all we need is the vehicle and then get to dance the night away. Things are going well but I'll see how it goes before I go to school. Yet, there are still people I am wanting to date. Arg. But I am not really ready to break up with Mitch. I do like him a lot and I'm not ready to sacrifice almost half a year for some week fling with some hot guy. Man.. look at those prepositions flow. Okay. Sorry. This is my favorite time of year. Spring is almost here.. and you can smell it in the air. I get freakishly hyper and I just can't get enough. School is almost out and it's starting to set in that I may never see over 75% of these people ever again. But, some of them I really won't mind. I could care less. But my close friends.. like Merrick and Amanda.. I will really truely miss. Arg. Not the fake bitches who feel that they are popular.. oh but not by being friendly, but by having the underclassmen fear them. It's pathetic. At least I ain't gotta lie to kick it. :) I was told the other day that I was popular and I said.. Uh, fuck no. But then their response was... no.. you're a NICE popular. Shit.. I'll be damned.. More money... so.. Bitches, go wash some dishes. Current Mood: giddy Current Music: Waste My Time- The Used (Comment on this)